To show you that I’m alive and still writing. :)
Alfred found himself counting down the days until summer equinox, but not with excitement. He was worried. He was a hero, and he knew it. And he knew that he was going to put his all into saving Arthur, and he was going to succeed. But he was still scared, even if he didn’t dare admit it to Arthur.
Arthur talked a lot about the fae. He explained the complexities of the court, educated him on the culture, and told him everything he knew about each individual member of the fae that he had knowledge of. It was, Arthur admitted, most likely far more than Alfred would ever need to know. But it was best that Alfred knew more rather than less, he explained. Because the more the Alfred knew, the easier it may be to succeed at his mission and not fall prey to their deceptions. And the more that Arthur taught him, the more he learned about the depth and breadth of their power and the cleverness of their kind, the more nervous he became.
“The Queen will try to seduce you with her beauty, no doubt about that,” Arthur explained. “I know that you don’t think it will work, and I believe you, but trust me in saying that you must be careful. Of course you mustn’t fall prey to her charms, but you also must not spurn her.”
“What exactly do you mean by that?” Alfred asked. The two were sitting in the garden, their hands covered in dirt and their knees dirty with grass stains and wet soil.
“If you express disgust toward her, she will only become angrier, and it will be more difficult to deal with her and make a deal,” he continued. “Flatter her, even if you don’t mean it. It’s best for her to think that you respect her and find her appealing. Not only will she not grow angrier, but she’ll also think that your mind is more malleable than it is, that you’re at least partially under her control.”
“She’ll underestimate me?”
“Precisely. And the less she thinks of you, the better.”
Alfred nodded, patting down a clump of soil as he did so. He wiped his hands on his pants and bit his lip in thought. “That makes sense.”
He thought he could handle that, Alfred considered. It might be difficult for him to rein in his fury regarding Arthur’s situation when around the faerie queen, for indeed it would be her that Arthur thought Alfred would have to make a deal with, but for Arthur he would. And he wouldn’t let himself be afraid, because if Arthur knew he was nervous, frightened even, he would try his damndest to get Alfred not to do it. He’d go back to how he was before, when he’d brushed off Alfred’s insistence upon saving him as sweet but silly, brave but impossible. Before he’d fully realized the truth behind Alfred’s conviction, the depth behind his feelings.